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Nah this was just some random bs the author made up so that the MC can seem like a hero who saved everyone.

In fact, in the LN and manga, they clearly state that the reason MC didnt want to join the raid was because he wanted to spend more time with family and his just awoken mom...

But as the raid is going on, you can see that in LN manga and anime, he is out doing his daily quests.. This is understandable since if he doesnt, he would get a penatly..

But what does he do after? He says he doesnt want to go home and wants to walk around.. This goes to show just how much bs the MC is saying.

He rejects claiming needs to spend time with fam and mom.. But what he is actually doing is outside walking around... So in reality, the author fked up his reasoning and MC technically shoulda been at the raid from start